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Sunday, April 15, 2007
hmm this shall be a happy post.
back from weekend activity.
yupss my partner is my dear beo. kuo qiang.
hahah i rmb i told him i wish my partner was him.
hey bro i hope ididnt let you down.
though i was quite fierce to you on that day.
hmm yupps i love my kids.
hahaha cute peeps.
hmm yups i no longer think of you as much as before.
i am glad that i starting to let go. is it because of that special someone?
i am not sure myself. hahah
hmm but i hope its real this time hehes.
confused? actuallly me myself dunno what i am talking about.
hehes
till then...
loves
feli<
hmm this shall be a happy post.
back from weekend activity.
yupss my partner is my dear beo. kuo qiang.
hahah i rmb i told him i wish my partner was him.
hey bro i hope ididnt let you down.
though i was quite fierce to you on that day.
hmm yupps i love my kids.
hahaha cute peeps.
hmm yups i no longer think of you as much as before.
i am glad that i starting to let go. is it because of that special someone?
i am not sure myself. hahah
hmm but i hope its real this time hehes.
confused? actuallly me myself dunno what i am talking about.
hehes
till then...
loves
feli<
x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x9:39 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
mood(3/10)-dreary
dunno how to start or express my feeling...
you know what??
you really sux!! How did you manage to make me cry!!!! i dun believe.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
-feli<
mood(3/10)-dreary
dunno how to start or express my feeling...
you know what??
you really sux!! How did you manage to make me cry!!!! i dun believe.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
-feli<
x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x11:30 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
mood: 9/10( jubilant)
good news its gonna be a happy post again. a blissful one.
i enjoyed myself in the camps.
all the emptyness has been washed away.
i love my friends. those who accompanied me through out the camp.
i love thems lot. include jane, yi wen and san.
you guys made my day.
yupps gl for weekend?
hmm happy yet sad?
wonder who i pairing up with?
hope its not him..pls god !! dun torture my heart.
i may not be able to take it anymore.
yes i hope it will end after weekend . till then....<
mood: 9/10( jubilant)
good news its gonna be a happy post again. a blissful one.
i enjoyed myself in the camps.
all the emptyness has been washed away.
i love my friends. those who accompanied me through out the camp.
i love thems lot. include jane, yi wen and san.
you guys made my day.
yupps gl for weekend?
hmm happy yet sad?
wonder who i pairing up with?
hope its not him..pls god !! dun torture my heart.
i may not be able to take it anymore.
yes i hope it will end after weekend . till then....<
x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x7:48 AM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Suddenly had the urge to blog again. i never deny that i was touched after reading what you have written. but i still miss him like before. can't get myself to sleep now. perhaps i shall try counting sheeps . yah thats lame i admit. goin back to school for one last enrolment. after which is FO camp. Guess it would be fun knowing more people and making friends. Can i clear the emptyness in my heart? i wish i could. Watching tokyo juliet agains..yupss i like wu chun . he is such a pretty boy hehes.
i thought of you at 12.59 am -feli<
Suddenly had the urge to blog again. i never deny that i was touched after reading what you have written. but i still miss him like before. can't get myself to sleep now. perhaps i shall try counting sheeps . yah thats lame i admit. goin back to school for one last enrolment. after which is FO camp. Guess it would be fun knowing more people and making friends. Can i clear the emptyness in my heart? i wish i could. Watching tokyo juliet agains..yupss i like wu chun . he is such a pretty boy hehes.
i thought of you at 12.59 am -feli<
x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x10:02 AM
mood:gleeful(8.5/10)
This shall be my second post. fortunately it is going to be a exultant post. Have you ever heard of a saying" sunshine over rain". i guess i have enjoyed my day today. hmm woke up in the morning at about 11 am. Finally i had a good day rest. i finally experience the fatigue of persuading people for many hours since the last few days of enrolment. guess it was hard for the seniors to persuade us during last year's enrolment too. But i dont deny that it was a pretty fun task. Left my house at 12 plus to meet hui li for shopping. its been ages since i last saw her and of course i missed her very much. we went to bugis for lunch at mos burger , before goin to bugis village to shop. i bought a elegant dress at blossoms as well as a vintage dress, demin shorts and a off shoulder top. Shopping really brings me joy. Its help me to forget all my troubles. Then we proceed to long john for dinner after much shopping. It wasnt suprising that i didnt finish my food again. After dinner, we went to look for huili's shoes. she finally found one at a shop . Then, we took a bus home. Chatted with her about some stuff on our journey home. It was pretty enjoyable talking to her , perhaps she's the one who knows me best.
Till then.....
siging off at 11.28pm
-feli<
x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x8:03 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
mood: dejected( 3/10)
mood: dejected( 3/10)
Finally there is a place for me to pour out all my gloominess thoughts. Today is just not my day. I woke up in the morning with a terrible headache and gastric pain. The pain was rather intense that i couldn't have the energy to get of out my bed in that particular moment. I went to the doctor at about 11am and reached school at two plus for enrolment. Enrolment week was fun. Its rather challenging to persuade the freshies to join our freshmen orientation camp. After enrolment , Our GLTs announed the gls for the F.O camp. I did felt a little depressed at that spur of moment. Initially i thought i was dismayed by the GLs results. But it wasn't that simple. The actual reason why i felt disquieted is because of the pact i have made for myself. I felt so chilish for making such an irrational nonsensical pact. Afterall, i still can't denied my feelings for him. Instead , it grew stronger each day. Perhaps the reason why i choose to conceal my feelings is because of my past expriences. Because of that particular incident, its teaches me how to lie not only to myself but also to my friends who care for me. From then , i always hide my feelings. I felt that there no one i can really trust except myself. i refused to let people see the weak side of me, so i always appeared strong in front of them. But deep down my heart, i knew i was controlling my tears. Often, pEOple would notice tears rolled down my eyes, but i always give incongruous excuse to them, just like what happen when san saw the tears in my eyes. I knew the tears were dropped for him. Perhaps i am really rather silly.
Hope i can chase all these emptyness within me after the camp.
signing off at 12.01am
-feli
<
x.ThE PrInCesS tOuts.x
x.written at`.x2:57 AM
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
untitled
The feeling of love i have for him,
Is burning strongly like an eternal flame
Behind the face of happiness it hides,
A shattered heart that breaks into two
I wish I could tell him the love i had,
That makes me fall so deep for him
But will i ever dare to risk such shame?
Just to seek for the truth my heart's desires.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
The solitude of love
How I can I ever describe,
This feeling of love I had inside me,
Breaking over unspeakable boulders,
In aching silence I shoulder.
My heart was all aglow,
In every sight of you,
Like a silhouette of shadowed love,
As sparks of love ignite.
This pain that renders me,
Pierce through my marbled heart,
Like icy crashing waves,
That tears my world apart.
A heart that breaks,
A soul that shattered in two,
A pain that won't end,
In eternal solitude I cry.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
quixotic love
I stare at you from a distance,
I stare at you from afar,
Will you ever notice me?
Or hear the pounding of my heart?
Every time I hear your voice
this smile creeps upon my face.
Slowly drowning in this unrequited love
as the tears I begin to shed again.
Perhaps you'll never know,
How much my heart yearns for you.
Every time you walk pass me,
It makes my heart skip a beat.
Whenever I hear your voice,
It sends shivers up my spine,
Seems like you were the one made for me.
And how I wish that you were mine!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
untitled
Watching you from a distance apart,
Somehow sends a searing pain through my heart.
I wish that one day you would ever know,
How very much you meant to me.
Nothing can ever describe,
The love I feel for you,
Every time,
I look into your eyes,
It makes my heart beat,
A million times faster,
No matter where I go,
My love will always runs so deep.
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel this way,
A feeling I wouldn't ever dare to compare,
With anything I have ever felt before.
All I ever know is that,
You are the only one for me.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
desired love
There is no escape in a haze of desire,
when I look upon the face of the one I admire,
thinking of ways to make the most,
of my feelings towards the one I loved.
Why is it so hard to say,
what my heart so yearns to speak?
I look up into the skies so blue,
Yearning for just a sight of him.
Ever since the day we met,
he's all I ever had in mind.
There is something so special in him,
that makes me fall so deep for him.
I just can't help thinking again,
What would happen if we're more than just friends,
I guess it's just a little wonder I have at times,
An illusion I wish that it will be true !
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
unrequited love
Just like a twinkling star,
you came into my mind.
I wish I could tell you,
The feelings I had for you.
Perhaps it is nostalgia for
a long uncertain glow,
or just some hope so beautiful
that I can't let it go.
Unable to tell
a secret I keep,
Destined to silence
for the sake of my heart.
So I sit here in confusion
wondering if it was all a joke,
A figment of my imagination
Just a case of unrequited love.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
hidden love
Every single time I see you,
My heart stops for a while,
To catch a breath is so hard,
For I can't even force a smile.
If only you could notice me,
For just once as I fall,
Into the depths of your eyes,
Is where I wanted to stay.
Every little minute you smile,
I try so hard to turn and ignore,
but it seems as I see your face,
I would miss you even more,
I often thought that with time,
These feelings will be gone,
But little I knew,
It only grew.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
love quote (1)
Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
untitled
The sparkle in your eyes,
Twinkle under the moonlight.
Just that little wink you give,
That makes it all worth while.
I wish that I could tell you,
How much you meant to me,
But I'm too shy to let my feelings out.
You have a smile,
that brightens up my day,
Your gentle voice I hear,
gave me the strenght to carry on.
My mind often tells me,
To pursue that given spark,
That won't allow my feelings,
To be concealed in the dark.
But no matter how hard I tried,
I'm left with no words to explain.
I've loved you for quite some time,
And I guess I always will,
There's something about the way you smile,
That makes my heart beats for you.
There's nothing that one can do,
To change the way I feel for you,
For You're the only one....
That holds that special key to my heart!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
unspoken love
The way I feel is just so real,
So very real to me,
The feelings I had deep within my heart,
The feelings I had right from the start.
Maybe it's your smile,
Or maybe it's your laughter,
That makes my heart beat fast.
As I look into your eyes,
I can see something that stays forever,
All my cares and worries are left far behind,
As my gray darkened soul turns to colors.
My heart fills with a love,
I thought I would never find,
And at that moment I knew,
That you are the one,
I've been waiting for.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
longing for you
Why can't you see,
My heart is longing for you?
I feel alone without your voice,
My heart hurts at just the thought,
But you never seemed to really care.
You are the reason for my sleepless nights,
When you keep drifting pass my mind,
I can't stop myself from thinking,
As I'm missing you so much.
Your gentle voice I hear,
Makes me miss you even more,
I can see your face, whenever I close my eye,
As pains and tears keep inside my heart,
I miss you so much,
That I can't hide the fact that I love you!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
unconditional love
This deepest kind of love
Requires time, and much effort
All for the end's comfort
Applies for one's distress
For another's happiness
Just watching
Just suffering
Façade behind jokes and smile
Always willing to run the extra mile
For those who hold my affection
As hidden behind many distractions
Affects me in every way
Although I pretend nay
My unconditional love for you
Will always be true!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
you are the one
If I could fly to the heavens,
To look for an angel,
You are the only one I would seek for.
If God could grant me a wish,
A wish that I wanted most,
You will be the only one,
I would ask for.
I never knew how a wonderful person
like you would ever exist,
Until I met you for the first time,
When I looked deep into your eyes,
The eyes of a person I barely knew,
I felt that this could be true,
That I'm in love with you.
The first time I saw your face,
You made my day full of grace.
You made my heart skip a beat,
And you swept me off my feet.
Your beautiful eyes filled with sunlight,
And I wanted to hug you with all my might.
You carry a scent with you that is one of a kind,
And how I wished that you were mine!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
magic of luv...
Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
my feelings
Looking in your eyes,
searching for some words to say,
lost in confusion,
With lack of words to explain.
My thoughts often turn to you,
sometimes I wonder if you knew,
Thought with time these feelings would fade,
little did I know, they only grew.
When will this stop?
When did it ever start?
Can I listen to my mind?
Should I follow my heart?
I have kept this secret,
For quite some time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you could be here.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
The emergence of love
Watching you from a distance apart,
Somehow sends a searing pain through my heart.
I wish that one day you would ever know,
How very much you meant to me.
Nothing can ever describe,
The love I feel for you,
Every time,
I look into your eyes,
It makes my heart beat,
A million times faster,
No matter where I go,
My love will always runs so deep.
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel this way,
A feeling I wouldn't ever dare to compare,
With anything I have ever felt before.
All I ever know is that,
You are the only one for me!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
a secret of mine
I have this secret of mine,
which I kept for a long time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you would ever know.
What if I walk up to you,
And you dont notice me?
What if we never talk,
Then what would I ever miss?
Colorful papers on my desk,
With poems I wrote about you,
Written with the words,
That I know will never come true.
Written in ink,
which will never fade away,
with all the hopeful words,
I wish I could ever say,
Every time I look at you,
It makes my heart skips another beat.
Why cant you see?
The concealed feelings I had for you.
I look at you,
With a gaze filled with lust,
For you are the only one ,
Who meant very much to me!
untitled
The feeling of love i have for him,
Is burning strongly like an eternal flame
Behind the face of happiness it hides,
A shattered heart that breaks into two
I wish I could tell him the love i had,
That makes me fall so deep for him
But will i ever dare to risk such shame?
Just to seek for the truth my heart's desires.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
The solitude of love
How I can I ever describe,
This feeling of love I had inside me,
Breaking over unspeakable boulders,
In aching silence I shoulder.
My heart was all aglow,
In every sight of you,
Like a silhouette of shadowed love,
As sparks of love ignite.
This pain that renders me,
Pierce through my marbled heart,
Like icy crashing waves,
That tears my world apart.
A heart that breaks,
A soul that shattered in two,
A pain that won't end,
In eternal solitude I cry.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
quixotic love
I stare at you from a distance,
I stare at you from afar,
Will you ever notice me?
Or hear the pounding of my heart?
Every time I hear your voice
this smile creeps upon my face.
Slowly drowning in this unrequited love
as the tears I begin to shed again.
Perhaps you'll never know,
How much my heart yearns for you.
Every time you walk pass me,
It makes my heart skip a beat.
Whenever I hear your voice,
It sends shivers up my spine,
Seems like you were the one made for me.
And how I wish that you were mine!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
untitled
Watching you from a distance apart,
Somehow sends a searing pain through my heart.
I wish that one day you would ever know,
How very much you meant to me.
Nothing can ever describe,
The love I feel for you,
Every time,
I look into your eyes,
It makes my heart beat,
A million times faster,
No matter where I go,
My love will always runs so deep.
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel this way,
A feeling I wouldn't ever dare to compare,
With anything I have ever felt before.
All I ever know is that,
You are the only one for me.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
desired love
There is no escape in a haze of desire,
when I look upon the face of the one I admire,
thinking of ways to make the most,
of my feelings towards the one I loved.
Why is it so hard to say,
what my heart so yearns to speak?
I look up into the skies so blue,
Yearning for just a sight of him.
Ever since the day we met,
he's all I ever had in mind.
There is something so special in him,
that makes me fall so deep for him.
I just can't help thinking again,
What would happen if we're more than just friends,
I guess it's just a little wonder I have at times,
An illusion I wish that it will be true !
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
unrequited love
Just like a twinkling star,
you came into my mind.
I wish I could tell you,
The feelings I had for you.
Perhaps it is nostalgia for
a long uncertain glow,
or just some hope so beautiful
that I can't let it go.
Unable to tell
a secret I keep,
Destined to silence
for the sake of my heart.
So I sit here in confusion
wondering if it was all a joke,
A figment of my imagination
Just a case of unrequited love.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
hidden love
Every single time I see you,
My heart stops for a while,
To catch a breath is so hard,
For I can't even force a smile.
If only you could notice me,
For just once as I fall,
Into the depths of your eyes,
Is where I wanted to stay.
Every little minute you smile,
I try so hard to turn and ignore,
but it seems as I see your face,
I would miss you even more,
I often thought that with time,
These feelings will be gone,
But little I knew,
It only grew.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
love quote (1)
Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
untitled
The sparkle in your eyes,
Twinkle under the moonlight.
Just that little wink you give,
That makes it all worth while.
I wish that I could tell you,
How much you meant to me,
But I'm too shy to let my feelings out.
You have a smile,
that brightens up my day,
Your gentle voice I hear,
gave me the strenght to carry on.
My mind often tells me,
To pursue that given spark,
That won't allow my feelings,
To be concealed in the dark.
But no matter how hard I tried,
I'm left with no words to explain.
I've loved you for quite some time,
And I guess I always will,
There's something about the way you smile,
That makes my heart beats for you.
There's nothing that one can do,
To change the way I feel for you,
For You're the only one....
That holds that special key to my heart!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
unspoken love
The way I feel is just so real,
So very real to me,
The feelings I had deep within my heart,
The feelings I had right from the start.
Maybe it's your smile,
Or maybe it's your laughter,
That makes my heart beat fast.
As I look into your eyes,
I can see something that stays forever,
All my cares and worries are left far behind,
As my gray darkened soul turns to colors.
My heart fills with a love,
I thought I would never find,
And at that moment I knew,
That you are the one,
I've been waiting for.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
longing for you
Why can't you see,
My heart is longing for you?
I feel alone without your voice,
My heart hurts at just the thought,
But you never seemed to really care.
You are the reason for my sleepless nights,
When you keep drifting pass my mind,
I can't stop myself from thinking,
As I'm missing you so much.
Your gentle voice I hear,
Makes me miss you even more,
I can see your face, whenever I close my eye,
As pains and tears keep inside my heart,
I miss you so much,
That I can't hide the fact that I love you!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
unconditional love
This deepest kind of love
Requires time, and much effort
All for the end's comfort
Applies for one's distress
For another's happiness
Just watching
Just suffering
Façade behind jokes and smile
Always willing to run the extra mile
For those who hold my affection
As hidden behind many distractions
Affects me in every way
Although I pretend nay
My unconditional love for you
Will always be true!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
you are the one
If I could fly to the heavens,
To look for an angel,
You are the only one I would seek for.
If God could grant me a wish,
A wish that I wanted most,
You will be the only one,
I would ask for.
I never knew how a wonderful person
like you would ever exist,
Until I met you for the first time,
When I looked deep into your eyes,
The eyes of a person I barely knew,
I felt that this could be true,
That I'm in love with you.
The first time I saw your face,
You made my day full of grace.
You made my heart skip a beat,
And you swept me off my feet.
Your beautiful eyes filled with sunlight,
And I wanted to hug you with all my might.
You carry a scent with you that is one of a kind,
And how I wished that you were mine!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
magic of luv...
Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
my feelings
Looking in your eyes,
searching for some words to say,
lost in confusion,
With lack of words to explain.
My thoughts often turn to you,
sometimes I wonder if you knew,
Thought with time these feelings would fade,
little did I know, they only grew.
When will this stop?
When did it ever start?
Can I listen to my mind?
Should I follow my heart?
I have kept this secret,
For quite some time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you could be here.
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
The emergence of love
Watching you from a distance apart,
Somehow sends a searing pain through my heart.
I wish that one day you would ever know,
How very much you meant to me.
Nothing can ever describe,
The love I feel for you,
Every time,
I look into your eyes,
It makes my heart beat,
A million times faster,
No matter where I go,
My love will always runs so deep.
I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel this way,
A feeling I wouldn't ever dare to compare,
With anything I have ever felt before.
All I ever know is that,
You are the only one for me!
_LOvE, PoEmS.._
a secret of mine
I have this secret of mine,
which I kept for a long time,
I wish I could tell you,
I wish you would ever know.
What if I walk up to you,
And you dont notice me?
What if we never talk,
Then what would I ever miss?
Colorful papers on my desk,
With poems I wrote about you,
Written with the words,
That I know will never come true.
Written in ink,
which will never fade away,
with all the hopeful words,
I wish I could ever say,
Every time I look at you,
It makes my heart skips another beat.
Why cant you see?
The concealed feelings I had for you.
I look at you,
With a gaze filled with lust,
For you are the only one ,
Who meant very much to me!